I've been using drugs since I was 15. I'm now 30. I've been to rehab a couple of times. I end up kicking the habit just to pick up another.
Since about last October, I've been smoking meth. I feel horrible about myself and life because I always told myself that was one drug I would never do. Now I smoke it several times a day. I don't want to be this person and I know if i don't stop I will either end up in prison or dead. I need help. I need help with learning how to live a sober lifestyle. I have a wife and 3 boys that need me around. Please help. I'm so ashamed and broken hearted.