I’ve been using for about 8 years now pretty much on a weekly basis. I’m so tired of it but I feel like I do t know how to stop! I know that sounds so stupid cuz I tell myself “ur so stupid u know u do t wanna do this so just stop!” But why isn’t it that easy? I guess I would be considered a functioning coke addict, I have a home, a wonderful job and have maintained relationships with my kids. All the while I battle daily with this addiction! I don’t have insurance or rehab money so that’s not an option. I just want this to stop!