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I thought I had a handle on my drug abuse because I cut down to once or twice a week, but the other day I got rejected from a job offer I really thought I had in the bag, and I was so upset I went on a 16 hour binge. I feel like I’ve lost all my progress. I just don't know how to find motivation. How can I stop using failure as an excuse or reason to go on these horrible binge sessions?
I feel weak. I've lost all hope. I get into this cycle of feeling hopeful for a second and it all just goes to sh*t.
I read recovery stories all the time but I don't get why others can kick the habit and why I just can't.
I can't even talk to my family about this because I feel like a mopey little POS.