Don't wanna die an addict

I've been using drugs since I was 15. I'm now 30. I've been to rehab a couple of times. I end up kicking the habit just to pick up another.

Since about last October, I've been smoking meth. I feel horrible about myself and life because I always told myself that was one drug I would never do. Now I smoke it several times a day. I don't want to be this person and I know if i don't stop I will either end up in prison or dead. I need help. I need help with learning how to live a sober lifestyle. I have a wife and 3 boys that need me around. Please help. I'm so ashamed and broken hearted.


  • Hi there.

    The rehabs you went to previously, did they have an aftercare program to help prevent you from relapsing? I want to suggest you attend treatment again, but look for a rehab center that can teach you how to cope post-detox as you have been finding yourself turning back to bad habits. Look for rehabs that offer "dual diagnosis" treatment and counseling. I believe you when you say you want to get better.


  • I feel you. Its a drug everyone says they'll never touch and when we do...its as easy as counting 1...2...3

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