Hi im 21 yrs old..im new to this and trying to get sober without going to rehab..i want to rehab myself and get the support i need. I've been addicted to prescription pain medication for about 2-3 years now..it has become so bad to where id steal and con people just to get a fix.. Everytime i have money its gone just like that.. Me and my bf have been together almost 6 yrs now.. And he says i need to stop or hes going to leave me. I have tried quitting multiple times but always relapse and say just one more time which turns into 5+ times.. I just don't know where to start... I need opinions.. Thank you!