Hi i was hooked on roxicodone for like 10 years. My Dr. Was over prescribing me and it got to be a real problem. I got off of them about 6 months ago. I had to do it at home by myself because no rehab would accept me because of me being in a wheelchair and having some health issues going on. I have started going to counceling and think its the biggest bunch of crap. I'm not learning g anything she says I'm supposed to be on a 12step program. Its been 6 months she still hasn't even told me what the 12 steps are. I just feel like its not helping at all. I went to my first NA meeting the other day. Everyone introduced themselves and that was it. I don't know how what I'm doing is supposed to help me. I feel like I'm better off on my own. If this what outpatient programs are I'm just gona quit. If anything its making me want to use. I don't know what to do. I'm trying to do what I'm supposed to. I've never tried to get Clean before and I need to know the tools I need to stay clean.